Currently Listening A Beautiful Lie By 30 Seconds to Mars kill, break me down. bury me, bury me. i am finished with you see related

so yesterday was pretty much way cool

im not even sure how it all worked out

but it was really really fun

like me and leea left school to go to the library and stuff

and then we went to get my bathing suit from brandons house

and then instead of going back to the library we ended up at skyline with tony and brandon

and then we went to brandons...and then we came back to my house

and then we walked down to the park to meet kyle and ronnie...but then since SOMEONE was being a jerk face we didnt get to see them...thats not one of the fun parts though cuz people suck

back to funness

so tony and brandon came over to do the swimmin thing with me and leea

and then jessi came to do the swimmin thing with me and leea and brandon and tony

and then we swam for a real long time

and then we went to brandons house to do the movie thing

and x men is cooler than your face...and thats just how life is ;)

and then me and leea came back to my house and she spent the night

and now we're just sitting here bein cool cuz thats just how life is

so there you go..happy summer kids

and im SO happy school is done...im so sick of the people there..because some people are just jefk faces

and i dont have to see them for a real long time now

and it makes me go  <<just like that

because im just that cool

<3 laci

Currently Listening Flyleaf By Flyleaf much like falling see related

so yesterday was amazing

for so many different reasons

<3 i loved it

but im too exhausted to actually talk about all of it

so if you really even care

since i'm sure you dont

but just in case you do

i would be happy to tell

so just ask me and if your cool enough i will tell

k? k

<3 lil cuz

Currently Listening The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most By Dashboard Confessional this is where i say i've had enough. no one should ever feel the way that i feel now see related

Boy: wud up shotay

Girl: I have to tell you something...

Boy: What?

Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.

Boy: Ok...

Girl: What do you mean "ok"?

Boy: I don't like you like that...

Girl: Why not?

Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...

From then on, she kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the boy got fed up.

Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!

Boy: Do you really wanna know why?

Girl: Yes!

Boy: It's because you're ugly as fuck! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!

Girl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!

The boy leaves and the is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.

Girl: Hello?

Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.

Girl: Alright Mom.

Mom: I love you.

Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Mom: Bye Bye.

Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

Girl: I'm not pretty enough...

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror, 'am I pretty enough now?'

No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then forward this to everyone you know.

A person's appearance doesn't count. What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough...

^^^^^^^^^^^

so yeah...i read that...and it kinda made me real sad...cuz i know guys who say shit like that to girls...and i know girls that really get THAT upset when they say it...and it makes me sad that guys can be such dick faces and not realize what they do to people when they say that shit..

plus im extraly bored and i have nothing to do so i felt like updating this...for the sheer randomness of it i guess...even though theres really no reason cuz no ones actually gonna read this and no ones gonna comment cuz no one loves me no more =(...

oh well...

so christians coming here this weekend...and hopefully if he gets here early enough tonight for me to go hang out with him and stuff...and im way excited because i miss him soooo much...and we might go to kings island tomorrow...but its probly gonna be yucky so maybe not...but whatever...

ok im done...bye kids

<3 laci

Currently Listening Your Favorite Weapon By Brand New as if it happening wasnt enough, i gotta go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked see related

so lets see...

new latout == WAY cool

new song == WAY coolER

went on some retreat type of deal this weekend...it was ok i guess...met some pretty cool kids...met some pretty not cool kids...had to sit in listen to people talk and be extraly bored for about 6 and a half hours...but besides that et wasnt too bad...but now im extra tired and my mom wont let me sleep all day cuz she says then i wont sleep tonight...but really all i want to do is sleep...

but yeah...the layout was getting kind of old...and this one looked purtty cool...so yeah i got it and now life is a little more fun again...

speaking of life...not too sure how thats going right now...i know it really really just sucks a whole bunch...but im not a hundred percent sure why...i think i just need one of my sit at home and cry by myself days and i might feel better...but now my mom says i actually have to have a fever to stay home from school...hmm...idk...whatever...ill deal with it somehow i guess

so im done...

<3 laci

Currently Listening Business Up Front/Party In The Back By Family Force 5 erfquake see related

muahahahahaha

FINALLY a not whining entry

so we had our little formal dance deal at our school....and it was EXTRALY fun

i wore a dress...like i have pictures and everything...im gonna put them up in a second...but yeah it was really really really really fun....pretty emo boys made out...it was purty hott...

ready set pics:::

 yeah...went to leeas house to do the whole getting ready thing...and thats all of us before we left...except katie couldnt manage to get her own face in the picture...but thats her...then me then hillary then leea...you know we're hot...even though i kinda look like a bitch in the picture

 me and hillary at the dance...i wasnt really ready for that one...and its kinda blurry...but its still good

ok and yeah...now im staying the night at leeas house...and i think we're having even more fun here...like WAY more fun...like seriously...i havent had this much fun in a long long time...and i learned how to kinda hardcore dance a little...so yeah...as of right now...its 4:00 in the fucking morning and life = way wonderful...yeah we were listenin to the used earlier too...it was fun...good times...good times...

so yeah life's pretty great at the moment...except for the fact that i have to get up in 5 hours and go help do the moving thing some more...so yeah in the morning lifes just gonna suck real real real real bad...but ive got about 5 more hours of non suckyness... =) so ima go...and enjoy life while it dont suck

ok all done...night...or morning i guess... <3 XlaciX